Typical hysteria of someone in deep denial. I can offer you this. If you accept what the natural world is telling you year in and year out you’ll be able to accept the rapid and horrific changes happening in ever-increasing speed. You sound like you’re in a panic about it. I’m not saying it’s all going to be ok but the first step is to accept what is happening. Listening to climate change denial crackpots on YouTube will only deepen your sense of bewilderment and fear. Why don’t you google Glacier National Park glaciers? If the climate is cooling why are the hundreds of glaciers in the 1950s gone from that park?

1. Earth is cooler w the atmos/WV/30% albedo not warmer. 
YouTube: Greenhouse Effect Theory Goes Kerbluey
2. Ubiquitous GHE heat balance graphics use bad math and badder physics.
YouTube: Atmospheric Heat Balances That Don’t
3. Kinetic heat transfer modes of contiguous atmos molecules render a BB surface model impossible. 
Search: “Bruges group kerbluey”

GHE & CAGW climate “science” are indefensible rubbish so alarmists must resort to fear mongering, lies, lawsuits, censorship and violence.